Early morning when I wake up I look like KISS but without the make-up.

Time to face reality, thought it was monday today but it turns out to be tuesday.. Great I think, closing in on the weekend. Not that I have any plans for the weekend but something always turns up.

Having been unemployed for 9 or so months really fucks with your head, at first it was great I have to admit, but the time it took for the welfare benefits to hand out the money I was entitled too was ridiculous. Took me 3 months to get my first payout and the amount I am getting still isn't correct, I should have about 400€ more every month. I am currently in conflict with the whoremongers up top but I keep being told that it's gonna take some time to settle the matter.

Obviously there's pro's and con's with being unemployed, you have the entire day to do exactly what you want, play the latest games, watch the latest movies, work out, and whatever you desire really. But in reality you really never get anything done. You just fill your day with useless shit just so it passes quickly to make room for the weekend. The weekend is still what matters, that's when everything is happening. I have come to the conclusion that if everyone got unemployed, it would be weekend every day since no one would have to work the day after and everyone would be looking for something to do. However this wouldn't work since we'd all be living on the street in a box which I am not that far away from doing at the moment. Saying that, I wouldn't mind living in a box as long as it was summer all year and the box had an internet connection.

Anyways, I think I need to get a job rather sooner than later as it's getting kind of depressive having 100€ to spend on food, clothes, tobacco and alcohol every month. As it is today people kind of give me the alcohol to be able to drink with me, I am in the making of turning that into my profession but I don't have the answers yet and there is a load of questions. I might aswell take the opportunity to thank all my dear friends that keep supporting the deviate alcoholic fiend that I am.

Best regards


/Hoff